I need an angel in my life..

Had a family dinner at sis place..dad's bday plus christmas!fun and tiring..esp when the kids take turn to ask me to carry them to place with the wind chime..

Tired..but i seriously need a place to vent my fustration or i'll start killing ppl..mayb later i can go vent my anger on my sheepS and pigletS *evil smile*..nah, i wun bear to..

Something which caught my eye when i opened the fridge just now:

SKITTLES

NEW STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM FLAVOUR SKITTLES!

The little joy in life i find in sweets and chocs..esp new and colourful ones.. =)

Also managed to take some pics of my accessories at sis' place just now..gonna to do sth about my blog for my jewellery or he'll come back from korea and starts to nag! Gonna start saving and hire some1 (at a cheap Price i hope) to do a website for me for my accessories..feel so wasted to let my talent go to waste!haa

Christmas is in 1 week's time..i dread Christmas this year. I looked forward to it few weeks back when all the Deco was up at orchard..but as it draw closer..i begin to feel damn sad! for the past 5 christmas, i had him..i look forward to making christmas card, searchin for gifts for him, tinkin of wat to wear for christmas to aunt pauline's hse, discussing of wat to get for his family, questioning him wat his mum and aunt pauline bought for me..but I'm goona b ALL freaking alone this year!!fuck..

To my horror, my mum said she n dad mite b going johor..on 23...sis and family is flyin to NZ on 25th..duh..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!HOME ALONE THIS CHRISTMAS..thou Sg is not snowing..my heart is already piled up with snow before 25th comes..

So i made up my mind to msg my dearest fren, asking if they meeting on 23/24/25..she said..NO!oli meeting on new yr's eve..oh great,and they r going pasir ris park................................................................... -_-lll...................................and i continued to ask if they meeting on 23/24/25..no reply..oh well well well and many more wellS..HOHO..meery christmas to myself..christmas sux..

HAi..mayb i'm too wild for my fren..mayb i'll be so desperate to go out with any1 who ask me to!but....2nd tots..christmas is meant spent with my love ones..if not, den i'll rather spend it alone!

Lastly, as my title suggested..i need an angel in my miserably boring, sad life...

*ta deng*

I guess this will be my best fren for now =)