I need an angel in my life..

Had a family dinner at sis place..dad's bday plus christmas!fun and tiring..esp when the kids take turn to ask me to carry them to place with the wind chime..

Tired..but i seriously need a place to vent my fustration or i'll start killing ppl..mayb later i can go vent my anger on my sheepS and pigletS *evil smile*..nah, i wun bear to..

Something which caught my eye when i opened the fridge just now:

SKITTLES

NEW STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM FLAVOUR SKITTLES!

The little joy in life i find in sweets and chocs..esp new and colourful ones.. =)

Also managed to take some pics of my accessories at sis' place just now..gonna to do sth about my blog for my jewellery or he'll come back from korea and starts to nag! Gonna start saving and hire some1 (at a cheap Price i hope) to do a website for me for my accessories..feel so wasted to let my talent go to waste!haa

Christmas is in 1 week's time..i dread Christmas this year. I looked forward to it few weeks back when all the Deco was up at orchard..but as it draw closer..i begin to feel damn sad! for the past 5 christmas, i had him..i look forward to making christmas card, searchin for gifts for him, tinkin of wat to wear for christmas to aunt pauline's hse, discussing of wat to get for his family, questioning him wat his mum and aunt pauline bought for me..but I'm goona b ALL freaking alone this year!!fuck..

To my horror, my mum said she n dad mite b going johor..on 23...sis and family is flyin to NZ on 25th..duh..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!HOME ALONE THIS CHRISTMAS..thou Sg is not snowing..my heart is already piled up with snow before 25th comes..

So i made up my mind to msg my dearest fren, asking if they meeting on 23/24/25..she said..NO!oli meeting on new yr's eve..oh great,and they r going pasir ris park................................................................... -_-lll...................................and i continued to ask if they meeting on 23/24/25..no reply..oh well well well and many more wellS..HOHO..meery christmas to myself..christmas sux..

HAi..mayb i'm too wild for my fren..mayb i'll be so desperate to go out with any1 who ask me to!but....2nd tots..christmas is meant spent with my love ones..if not, den i'll rather spend it alone!

Lastly, as my title suggested..i need an angel in my miserably boring, sad life...

*ta deng*

I guess this will be my best fren for now =)

I love kids (Part II)

Long time nv post..came across a few super cute pic..

These pics are taken 2 years back..when rowan celebrated he's 2 yrs bday...this reminds me that i'm 2 years older too!

Christie and Kieran:

The auntie who spoils them with branded stuff..

My sunnies..maybe it's sun bathing somewhere in Redang island now..

Dougnut..

My french connection skirt..so colurful!i like!!hee..

Whip cream..

Flower!

Adorable siblings who always gets to travel!

Retro christy..

Doughnut..again..haa

Come to think of it..i've v few photos of Kieran..hmm..must get from my sister!Just realize christy has super sweet tooth..just like me! I love my nephews and niece..my dream...Muaahhhhaa..is to groom them to b models...haa..my sister will kill me for tt...

I love kids (Part I)

Was browsing thru my old photos..realized most of my photos are of kids..I love kids but it gets tiring playing with them after awhile..Sometimes, I will like to "fight" with them over toys coz I'm still a kid myself.. hee

Introducing my beloved nephewS:

Rowan






My very ang moh looking nephew who loves animal and amazez me with his superb memory!


Jordan

The michievous Jordan who always pinches me and super long lashes which i envy...

Brotherly love...

LOST

Been occupied with thoughts and stuff the past wk or so..

Recieved sms from his cousin..well, i'm quite touched coz i'm stil remembered for being a good tutor...can't say i'm a good tutor but i'm a a nice tutor...hee. I dun scold students for not doing homework or "4gettin" to do so coz i always try to see from their point of view. I can understand how tough it is to do sch wrk and stuff..mayb I never had tuition in my life before by private tutor so I always wan to realli do sth for my tuitees! I love my tuition kids and wld realli hope to inspire them..I guess there's no pt forcing them so I always tell them they r lucky to have tuition and doing assessment it's purely for their own gd. I dun benefit from them unless they really wan waste their parents $...Back to my ex-tuitee msgin me, i felt the warmth but it's juz a simple sms..Thx ben!

I lost my concealer since last wk...so have been going ard concealer-less the past wk..hope i din freak ppl out with my terrible eyebags.haha..NOW i finally realize what the 1 make-up I muz hav..it's CONCEALER! I feel weird w/o it coz thou I'm blessed with big eyes, but even bigger eyebags!!!

Another top 10 items I muz have if i'm lost out in the desert is a CAMERA! Any brand will do..as long as it's a digital cam which functions normally will do....how can a cam whore be living w/o a camera. Sigh..I tink my dad accidentally hit the v fragile lens of my camera..n now the images r lined...I startin to c ripples across my face after commencement that day!!!hai...i guess there's no more hope for my lousy cam unless the reparing fees is less than 50bucks..i need a camera badly..if i'm left with no choice mite consider using my v vintage polariod...haaa

I sold my mini-fridge which has been wif me for hmm...quite awhile on yahoo auction. So happy that i gave the couple who bought from me discount! I'm always too nice to ppl..Y muz i be so soft to ppl....HATE myself for tt!PUI

My dear pri sch fren bought LOEWE's wallet 2day..to be exact..yest..it was NICE!!!!But my aim is to get a Monacco 1st...hee..but i'm glad i got my adidas jacket liao..satisfied now!!!can't wait to wear it soon...woohoo..

shall end with a damn zi lian pic of myself b4 my cam spoilt..nobody reads my blog anyway..so can be as zi lian as possible..haa

The hottest item the last season: navy theme

Graduation ceremony on 9.7.06!

Finally got the pics from huifen coz i din take much pics using my camera..


Sec Sch frens~


My Family!!

FAT attack

I'm putting on super alot of weight. People always say i'm too skinny..but i'm fat..hidden fats...so unhealthy. I have developed the bad habit of eating super ALOT of junk food since started working at CK. FAT FAT FAT! I'm must stop being a junkie..Time to start jogging!!

Jordan is hospitalized..hope he gets well soon to entertain me wif his dance and play wif me!!haha

Dress Frenzy!!

Was flipping thru Urban on thur evening and i came across this article. It mentioned there'll b sale for topshop, warehouse..those shops under WingTai. I was like..hmm..think there muz b a mistake coz topshop juz had a sale recently. However, I went down on friday just to make sure!haha.

When I reached, I went Forever21 to chk out a dress I saw that day but the whole rack of dresses seem to have disappeared. My next stop, Warehouse, sadly, nothing caught my eyes! I gave FCUK a missed coz I've been going into the shop too often. heee..My next exciting stop, Topshop!! I saw many dresses were on sale, I went crazy. I was hysterical when I saw this white dress I've been eyeing for!but oli got size 8..too big..I nd a size 6...sigh..den I decided to go lido to chk coz I 1st saw that dress there..I saw size 8..was damn sad...den, I saw the size 6 dress!!!!!!!!!of coz..i bought it!!!my 3rd dress this season!I LOVE this season coz there are so many dresses to choose from!!!I esp heart vintage ones...too bad mum is too busy to tailor make dresses for me!HMPH

Some pics of dresses I collected online:

*aiya..lazy to post so many tiz time..nx time la..hee
Side track..My next target: a Missy Elliot Addias Jacket...Drool.....

I watched Prime on DVD 2day. I love this movie..
" Sometimes, you love, you learn and then...you move on..."

Blind without specs?

Been a torturous week or to be exact, 8 days for me. Life went from bad to worst ever since I started work at CK. It making me go into depression!!! I hate that sickening place. Most colleagues were nice, but not the few gals. pUI! Yest i wore contact lenses after a wk of geeky peili, but a part-timer commented, "You look blind without specs leh!"....BLIND without specs? this the first time i hear such brainless comments. Den i replied, "blind as in what?"..she said, "blind, blind lo"..haaa..I was so damn pissed off and I gave a smile and walk away.

I guess she's the blind one. I can understand why she would say such things based on where she came from. NOW I understand why she's so hardworking juggling studies and part-timing. She must be saving hard for the numeruos plastic surgery she has to go through. The first on her list must definitely be a CHIN IMPLANT. haaa.

Had my graduation ceremony 2day! but all my pics r wif frens. My dad whom usually scolds me for wasting money to take cab took cab three times 2day!haa..can go buy 4d liao! We took cab from hm to sch, sch to toa payoh for crsytal jade dinner, there back hm! It's amazing. N the way he boast to the cabby bout how his 4 children are all proud graudates of NUS..I can feel how happy he is! He ask my mum he got leather shoes or not but my mum ask him to juz wear normal canvas shoes he wears when he goes out! In the end, he found his leather loafers and wore them instead! Guess he is really overjoyed =) I'm proud to announced my family plus my sis-in-law and bro-in-laws are ALL graduates of NUS! Yes, all the 7 of us!!haa..It'll be fun if all the 7 of us wear our robes for photo-taking!

Took loads of photos, crazily snapping away coz digi cam has made life so much easier! Tok to so many frens that I've never get a chance to noe better. I even tok to a fren's fren whom i always see in sch but nv tok to b4!! But a sad ting is..the person I wished to see most wasn't there. Everyone's armed with their partners happily taking pic. How i envy them. I msg him and he still dare to say i nv invite him. He shd ask in the 1st place after telling him million of times 2day is my grad ceremony. Sigh..

I din win the project runway necklace design competition. Maybe designing wasn't part of my life...

Hope can stay up for World Cup later or it'll be another 4 yrs of waiting!

Recovering from low self esteem....

Yipee!The event is finally over. Stupid event. mAde me felt super duper inferior these few days!sigh! I was the ONLY gal with short hair there. Short hair = hair that is too short to be tied up! BAAAA!!I love my short hair but on the other hand, who doesn't want to be showered with attention. Maybe I was thinking too much...but seriously, guys just LOVE gals with long hair. Shallow!Booooo...

Short hair and i'm loving it!

So what if u've long hair and no brains. I'm not saying my brain is super huge, but this my blog so I can say whatever I like!hehe

The ironic thing here is: I mite consider keeping long hair for a change!haa..Not to please guys with no taste. Just that I can't think of anything to do with my short hair liao. I've been a punk, creamer = CRIMPmer, Aeon Flux, xiao wan zi before.. can't think of any more changes I can make!Faces of my life:

Ugly punk

Miss Crimp-mer

Aeon Flux

Xiao Wan Zi..

Feeling better about myself after seeing so many human-looking pictures of myself..haaa..i'm indeed v zi lian!