Photoscape..

Malacca

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MacRitche - Trail towards Treetop Walk

The Singapore Flyer

I realize whenever there's opportunities, be it traveling or just out for the day, I tend to take photos of the surrounding scenery, especially those of skys. Ain't it beautiful to see ray of light streaming through the clouds.



I just need my RAY of light always by my side, providing me with endless dose of laughter and TLC. hehe



Time to go make my stationery holder..

A boring Sunday..

My baby's at work now, in fact since morning till tml..

My skin has gotten worst since my last post. The swelthering heat didn't make it better.


Went out today makeup-less to meet lili. Initially plan was to go bedok for Fish Noodle but by the time we reached, the fried-fish was finish. So we made our way on bus 12 to Bugis. It's been awhile since I've worn a mini-skirt and taken long bus ride.

Suppose to go Chinese garden to see lanterns with ch and hf, but the temptation of going home to watch F1 was too overwhelming. Felt bad about it but I needed time to rejuvenate so decided to head home after Bugis. Nothing much to shop...boring

I never knew F1 race could be so exciting. haha. Well, guess it ain't a good race for Ferrari.

I always feel that my life lacks excitement whenever I read about other ppl's blog. Well, I guess I should enjoy and treasure whatever I have, especially my dearest.

I'm in love with a dress from FCUK which I saw from magazine. I adore their stuff, including all 15 pieces or more in my wardrobe. The latest 2 add-ons are tops from him:

The jail-bird top! It's a blue-bird this time round..

My second swiss-dots blouse, in a different style!

Both goes perfectly with my high-waisted skirt/pants/shorts! Hehe

The tainted milk issue has put me off chocs for awhile..So here I come, chips!

Oh, dunno why my tooth hurts. Hope it's not falling off.. Ouch

Next week a short week! yeh.

my BIG plans

1) I'm in the midst of my big plan. Hope everything works out well...
Since I can't find new job so I need to get a-live outside. Hmm, being a tai-tai ain't a bad idea.


2) OMG, my comp is damn slow.


3) I realize I detest people telling me what I should do about stuff which I have done. It totally irks me.


4) Received a surprised call from my-long-forgotten-me-agency aka Mannequin on one fine morning. But I still can't escape the fact that I'm on braces. Can't wait for those metal bits to be off next April, get rid of those BAGS, probably lasik if I can and TADAH, I will make a come back in modeling. perfect dream.


5) Getting a nice, worth-the-money maxi dress is so difficult. in Singapore.

6) Having straight hair makes a whole lot of difference.

7) My hair is longggger by abit already. Finally.

8) Had a great day out with the girls on 5 Sep 08, our friendship day.

9) Sometimes, I find it strange that stuff I wanna do is done in a group instead of A person. It don't take whole lot of effort, right?

Wa lao, such a short post takes up so much time. Can't imagine I have to do it on a weekly basis.
Good night world. I'm in a depressed mood again - health especially.

Our little Getaway,,

Rainy afternoon...

Time checked

Hearing heartbeat of Samui nearing..

A scent of welcome..

Strolling on the beach..

Chaweng Beach..


The Library

Sunbathing..finally

Samui Airport..

Bangkok shopping spree..

All that I need..

Home-coming

The ugly betty who wears Rado

Was it ever a mistake to take up a Science degree? It seems like a totally useless degree for me.

I want new job! I wan a job that pays me well and not a company which gives me full of crappy excuses.

It's been almost a year since I met him! Busy drafting a scrapbook for him.

Some recent updates:

1) I have finally braced up the courage to put on braces! 1/2 Ugly betty in the making

2) I gotten my dream watch, or should I say the dream brand earlier than planned courtesy of him *heeeeee* Who needs Tag Heuer when u have RADO!

3) I have tinted my brows

Was running through the list of skincare pdts I needed and realized, I'm 24 this year! OH MAN..no, it should be Old woMAN! It suddenly hit me I'm hitting mid-twenties. In my heart, I'm still in the 21-22 years old age. Nowadays, putting 4 kind of creams on my face is worth all the trouble. After perfecting my teeth, i'm still looking ugly with those bigger than life eyebags. Sad case, help, someone please help!!

Eyebags are not the main focus when you have a nice top and tiffany earrings. So Spring/Summer!

Ending off with Jordan, who never fails to perk me up after a day of work. He calls it the funny face and the happy face:

Inferiority complex!

Today, we saw a local actress at vivo during lunch time and we were discussing about her. Julian didn't know what we were talking about so he asked us. Then he said, "Who cares about her when we got Pei Li, etc etc". Thou I didn't take it to heart cos' Julian is always like that, but I secretly felt good about myself at that point in time.

Inferiority complex is doing it's work on me again. Sometimes, this song title "Am I not pretty enough" likes to pay it's visit to my mind whenever I feel this way. Other "AM I.." questions come by naturally esp when I starts to make comparison. I'm an insecure person, and what makes things worst is my highly imaginative power. It sucks to feel this way..

I try to feel good about myself, but usually it's back to square one. It's not that I'm unhappy or whatever..but, it's explainable!

Time to be more confident of yourself girl!

And I pray all will be well.

2007..2008

Another of my bi-monthly updates..

Life's good so far. Been trying to gather some resolutions I aim to achieve in 2008. But firstly, a recollection of how 2007 was for me.

I must say 2007 has been a very fulfilling year, a year that I'll rem for life. My first big-scale pageant, a embarrassing moment watched by so many ppl, first quite crappy tv-ad, dengue fever and lastly, meeting the someone special.

The first half of 2007 was really packed with stuff. From being approach on streets for msu, to speaking on live tv, getting critisim from media and public, strutting ard in bikini and doing bombotic things in front of camera, dishing out dirt on how bias pageants are, had ppl scratching their head on how to pronounce 'Cadenze' this name, how it was critised by 8days. It's endless list. But strangely, I was not approach as frequently on streets nowadays. Not a bad thing either. Talking on that, there's some long overdue photos that I've yet to get from the girls..

Thinking of how fate does it's work to bring us together, always put a smile on my face. And how dengue fever, strange enough, brought us even closer together. hee..

I have limited time to write all that's on my mind down. I guess I'll need a good half day to write all down.

In 2008, I hope to be more thrifty..hmm..i just hope clothes and shoes would not be my greatest temptation. Need to spend my $ more wisely as there is a more important out there to be done! Be more healthy, I need take less sweet stuff, take some supplements. Care more for my family and spend more time to talk to mum. Probably planning to do braces to achieve a brilliant, perfect smile. Got to start learning cooking too *hehe*. Also, have a career change..show me the $$$!

Ooo..it's raining out there so its time to end this post..ARGH, not enough time not enough time!

It's been 7 months, time flies! I hope in 2008, there's more to come, more to look forward to =)

Happy updates

Been a long long while since I update. Busy....

My cammy committed suicide recently, a fatal one. Feel so lost without one, hopefully will be getting one real soon!

Some updates on my life:
Back from Vietnam last week, showed sighs of dengue again. Scare the shit outta me.

Sis sold me her Jay Chou's concert tickets!! woohooo..

Gotten a Coach wallet as "advanced" birthday pressie from dear. *beaming with happiness*
Another item on my conquer list, a FCUK top which I adore *yeh*

I've moved on to Mannequin!! Finally decided to leave Quest for good, I still have an outstanding pay of 17 months for goodness sake. But I haven picked up the courage to confront him. Thing doesn't seem to be so well at Mannequin too because the modelling world is over flooded with ang moh models. Get loooost all the caucasians models....

Rebonded my hair, 7 hours long process. Got my scalp BURNT because they slapped on the colour dye on my scalp...

Christmas is coming, so does my birthday! turning 23 soon...old already..

Sometimes...

Sometimes, I dislike the feeling of having to make myself pissed or upset over stuff. It gets tiring at times. I hate to be thinking so much, so I choose to ignore.

Sometimes, I envy other people's life so much and I wonder why my life sucks. Maybe I yearn for too much. I yearn to be famous, get more modelling jobs and earn fucking big bucks.

Sometimes, I wonder I wonder I wonder..

I need a break I guess. A break where I don't have to worry about money, about following-up I need to do at work, about looking good, about so much so much..

Homecoming!

Dear's back for the weekend!!

Evening sun on Benjamin Sheares bridge. I din manage to rush to airport ontime =(

Touching his fingers makes me feel high!! High with happiness <3

Back at where we first met. Soo much fond memories.

Love his puppy eyes.

Acting cute *puke*

Going home alone...

Missing him already..

Boring Tuesday

The problem with me for not posting updates is because I'm too ambitious. I usually have too much things that I want to writedown as I dun blog often. I ended up not updating because if I want to write everything down, it'll take me zillion years. And the vicious cycle repeat.

Ok. boring tuesday. Long, busy day at work. Missing him so much as usual. 2 more days to our 3 months *smile*

Yesterday had casting at Hour Glass. Never knew the building between Paragon and Lucky Plaza is Rolex Building. Haha. Saw Irene gan there, she's really gorgeous. Heard from Bhak I got the job. I hope so, more so they'll allow me to wear those expensive watches.

Went window shopping after casting. Some nice clothes at Zara caught my attention. I like, I love. I realize it's hard to do window shopping. Main reason is, I will only pick clothes I like to try. After putting it on, like becomes love, nice becomes pretty. haha.

On my current wish list: COACH's LEGACY LEATHER FRAMED FRENCH PURSE
After some calculation and distribution of my pay, erm, think this shall be my Oct's wish list.

Got to hit the sacks. I cannot emphasize how much I miss him. Tml is DA DAY!

The once in awhile update

Wooo..another 2-3 mths since I last updated. Been busy with job, my new love life and modelling. YA, self-delusional modelling. That's the word man! However, thing seems to be pretty lately. The MOST busy months since I started modelling in 2005. How pathetic!

Did a Sony Style filming which was aired on AXN. Wanted to go to sis's house to watch but she told me 'Cannot even see your face and it was like a few secs only'. Erm..so can forget about it. haha. Hopefully they'll post the video online so I can at least watch the few secs of myself on tv.

This week had two events this week. Marie France ad on wed, which turn out to be quite disaterous. Firstly, the night before, panic attack striked because I realize I have used up my last pair of contact lens. Secondly, the horrendous makeup makes my already-very-swollen-puffy-eyes even worst. Who the hell use gold eye shadow on the person whom has such goldfish eyes!! Lastly, my acting skills need to be really improved, 'nuff said. haha

Who is the person on the right with such puffy eyes!

Rushing back to work, with hair all plastered with wax

Yesterday night I did a fashion show, Wardrobe II at Zouk. Was a very last min one, almost missed it. So thankful to my sis help, if not I would have missed out a fun night. Just kinda sad and disappointed when none of my friends could make it. I love the collection which we had to modelled for, HRH.

I was made to wear a veil, so I wasn't able to see very clearly on the runway. But it was really nothing as compared to MSU. haha. I'm all trained up after MSU. Met YY at the show too. And Xing Yuan aka Samantha. Heard of her before the event because she was in same project group as a friend. And he asked me see her friendster because he think she's damn cool. Which I agree after meeting her in person. I love her curls, she could really carry it off. Being girls, we of course took the free time to take photos!!

Unveil-ed me!

Actually, they could really save up on the makeup on my face coz you can't really see much.

Me, Sam. Swyn, Yingting

Close up of our bai lian

Lastly, the Kabuki who has gone mad

Headed home straight after the event. I wanna go out late, I wanna go chill out, someone pls take me out. Hope he come back soon, real soon. It's been a month since I saw him. SOB

A pic of my man in suit, suave!woohoo:

Backdated Post!

Been 2 mths since I last updated. Although the final night didn't went so smoothly for me, with all the tongue-tied, it still ended with a BANG! Although I kept telling myself, I'm still a winner if I didn't get into top 10, I was seriously dying for my name to be called when I was on the stage. When my name, (the name that 8 days made such a BIG fuss over it) was called by Adrian Pang, my heart that was beating so fast almost popped out!! Of course, that's one of the reason of the tongue-tightness/tied-ness when answering the Q&A. Bloody hell, the most embaressing moment of my life. Stammering on the national TV, being watched by so many people. haha. Luckily it was just embaressing moments that Cadenze would be remembered for, not Pei Li. hee

My 2 fav. girls from the paegent.

Well, life's pretty back to normal after the paeagent. A end for Cadenze, and a new beginning for Pei Li. hehe. I'm only Cadenze when I go for casting. Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde's story!

A brief look on my trip to Vietnam, HCM. It was quite an eye-opener for me. A very different city from what I expected. I enjoyed the trip and food! The travelling was quite a tired one, ranging from 1-2hours. Whenever long travelling hours were involved, I would just doze off, with mouth opened. SO pai seh lo! But I just couldn't help it whenever I sleep in car. I was also constantly hungry when I travel. So after waking up, I would munch on granola bar, or cornflakes. Must be the paegent that deprived me of food. haha

Looks run down, but, all buildings looks similar to this one in HCM

View from the 20th something floor. I love view of places from the top =)

Cows are everywhere on the road in the rural areas.

Railway track that run acorss the road

Floating restaurant plus a boat ride I guess

A theme park. I thought it was a temple, a huge one, but my Vietnamese co-colleague told me it's a huge theme-park! So interesting. haha

Everything is in abundant in HCM. People, MOTORBIKES esp, flys, cow etc. A bad traffic, a terrible one when it was raining at a junction. Traffic from all direction wants to move. SO everyone move together. My driver just turned, with half of the car onto the pavement, and move in the opposite direction of traffic. Power!

Mask for motorists, cause the main form of transport is Motor. broom..broom..everywhere. The mask are co cute that I can't resist and I bought 2 to keep. When I was back, Rowan wore it and commented "Gu gu, now I cannot smell Ah Ma's cooking already." *literally with an exclamation* HUGE LAUGHTERS..

Freshly-grinded coffee! Nice..

Soveniors shop in the flea market. A place I went crazy..shopping! Bien Tian Market or something like that.

Shoes Shoes..Everywhere!! I just love shoes. Bought 3 pairs, adding on to my 20+ pair of shoes collection.

My phone, same model as my special someone =)