Saturday, August 05, 2006

LOST

Been occupied with thoughts and stuff the past wk or so..

Recieved sms from his cousin..well, i'm quite touched coz i'm stil remembered for being a good tutor...can't say i'm a good tutor but i'm a a nice tutor...hee. I dun scold students for not doing homework or "4gettin" to do so coz i always try to see from their point of view. I can understand how tough it is to do sch wrk and stuff..mayb I never had tuition in my life before by private tutor so I always wan to realli do sth for my tuitees! I love my tuition kids and wld realli hope to inspire them..I guess there's no pt forcing them so I always tell them they r lucky to have tuition and doing assessment it's purely for their own gd. I dun benefit from them unless they really wan waste their parents $...Back to my ex-tuitee msgin me, i felt the warmth but it's juz a simple sms..Thx ben!

I lost my concealer since last wk...so have been going ard concealer-less the past wk..hope i din freak ppl out with my terrible eyebags.haha..NOW i finally realize what the 1 make-up I muz hav..it's CONCEALER! I feel weird w/o it coz thou I'm blessed with big eyes, but even bigger eyebags!!!


Another top 10 items I muz have if i'm lost out in the desert is a CAMERA! Any brand will do..as long as it's a digital cam which functions normally will do....how can a cam whore be living w/o a camera. Sigh..I tink my dad accidentally hit the v fragile lens of my camera..n now the images r lined...I startin to c ripples across my face after commencement that day!!!hai...i guess there's no more hope for my lousy cam unless the reparing fees is less than 50bucks..i need a camera badly..if i'm left with no choice mite consider using my v vintage polariod...haaa

I sold my mini-fridge which has been wif me for hmm...quite awhile on yahoo auction. So happy that i gave the couple who bought from me discount! I'm always too nice to ppl..Y muz i be so soft to ppl....HATE myself for tt!PUI

My dear pri sch fren bought LOEWE's wallet 2day..to be exact..yest..it was NICE!!!!But my aim is to get a Monacco 1st...hee..but i'm glad i got my adidas jacket liao..satisfied now!!!can't wait to wear it soon...woohoo..

shall end with a damn zi lian pic of myself b4 my cam spoilt..nobody reads my blog anyway..so can be as zi lian as possible..haa

The hottest item the last season: navy theme

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Graduation ceremony on 9.7.06!

Finally got the pics from huifen coz i din take much pics using my camera..


Sec Sch frens~


My Family!!



Sunday, July 16, 2006

FAT attack

I'm putting on super alot of weight. People always say i'm too skinny..but i'm fat..hidden fats...so unhealthy. I have developed the bad habit of eating super ALOT of junk food since started working at CK. FAT FAT FAT! I'm must stop being a junkie..Time to start jogging!!

Jordan is hospitalized..hope he gets well soon to entertain me wif his dance and play wif me!!haha

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Dress Frenzy!!

Was flipping thru Urban on thur evening and i came across this article. It mentioned there'll b sale for topshop, warehouse..those shops under WingTai. I was like..hmm..think there muz b a mistake coz topshop juz had a sale recently. However, I went down on friday just to make sure!haha.

When I reached, I went Forever21 to chk out a dress I saw that day but the whole rack of dresses seem to have disappeared. My next stop, Warehouse, sadly, nothing caught my eyes! I gave FCUK a missed coz I've been going into the shop too often. heee..My next exciting stop, Topshop!! I saw many dresses were on sale, I went crazy. I was hysterical when I saw this white dress I've been eyeing for!but oli got size 8..too big..I nd a size 6...sigh..den I decided to go lido to chk coz I 1st saw that dress there..I saw size 8..was damn sad...den, I saw the size 6 dress!!!!!!!!!of coz..i bought it!!!my 3rd dress this season!I LOVE this season coz there are so many dresses to choose from!!!I esp heart vintage ones...too bad mum is too busy to tailor make dresses for me!HMPH

Some pics of dresses I collected online:

*aiya..lazy to post so many tiz time..nx time la..hee
Side track..My next target: a Missy Elliot Addias Jacket...Drool.....

I watched Prime on DVD 2day. I love this movie..
" Sometimes, you love, you learn and then...you move on..."

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Blind without specs?

Been a torturous week or to be exact, 8 days for me. Life went from bad to worst ever since I started work at CK. It making me go into depression!!! I hate that sickening place. Most colleagues were nice, but not the few gals. pUI! Yest i wore contact lenses after a wk of geeky peili, but a part-timer commented, "You look blind without specs leh!"....BLIND without specs? this the first time i hear such brainless comments. Den i replied, "blind as in what?"..she said, "blind, blind lo"..haaa..I was so damn pissed off and I gave a smile and walk away.

I guess she's the blind one. I can understand why she would say such things based on where she came from. NOW I understand why she's so hardworking juggling studies and part-timing. She must be saving hard for the numeruos plastic surgery she has to go through. The first on her list must definitely be a CHIN IMPLANT. haaa.

Had my graduation ceremony 2day! but all my pics r wif frens. My dad whom usually scolds me for wasting money to take cab took cab three times 2day!haa..can go buy 4d liao! We took cab from hm to sch, sch to toa payoh for crsytal jade dinner, there back hm! It's amazing. N the way he boast to the cabby bout how his 4 children are all proud graudates of NUS..I can feel how happy he is! He ask my mum he got leather shoes or not but my mum ask him to juz wear normal canvas shoes he wears when he goes out! In the end, he found his leather loafers and wore them instead! Guess he is really overjoyed =) I'm proud to announced my family plus my sis-in-law and bro-in-laws are ALL graduates of NUS! Yes, all the 7 of us!!haa..It'll be fun if all the 7 of us wear our robes for photo-taking!

Took loads of photos, crazily snapping away coz digi cam has made life so much easier! Tok to so many frens that I've never get a chance to noe better. I even tok to a fren's fren whom i always see in sch but nv tok to b4!! But a sad ting is..the person I wished to see most wasn't there. Everyone's armed with their partners happily taking pic. How i envy them. I msg him and he still dare to say i nv invite him. He shd ask in the 1st place after telling him million of times 2day is my grad ceremony. Sigh..

I din win the project runway necklace design competition. Maybe designing wasn't part of my life...

Hope can stay up for World Cup later or it'll be another 4 yrs of waiting!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Recovering from low self esteem....

Yipee!The event is finally over. Stupid event. mAde me felt super duper inferior these few days!sigh! I was the ONLY gal with short hair there. Short hair = hair that is too short to be tied up! BAAAA!!I love my short hair but on the other hand, who doesn't want to be showered with attention. Maybe I was thinking too much...but seriously, guys just LOVE gals with long hair. Shallow!Booooo...

Short hair and i'm loving it!

So what if u've long hair and no brains. I'm not saying my brain is super huge, but this my blog so I can say whatever I like!hehe

The ironic thing here is: I mite consider keeping long hair for a change!haa..Not to please guys with no taste. Just that I can't think of anything to do with my short hair liao. I've been a punk, creamer = CRIMPmer, Aeon Flux, xiao wan zi before.. can't think of any more changes I can make!Faces of my life:

Ugly punk

Miss Crimp-mer


Aeon Flux

Xiao Wan Zi..

Feeling better about myself after seeing so many human-looking pictures of myself..haaa..i'm indeed v zi lian!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

I HATE MY COMP

My comp auto shutdown half way thru my blog entry! Sigh..

Guess have to summarize my entry because I promise peili to sleep early 2nite after so many late nights.

A brand new blog name and address! I banned myself from writing in my old blog (which only had like 3 entries) because the name and address was way too corny and lame! And all the 3 entries were unhappy things so wanna put the unhappy 2005 behind me! Hmm..but 2006 wasn't a get start for me either!

2day was at my 2nd sis place and she asked me whether I've a blog. I told her no because my mind tell me I nv had a blog before!haa. She said I should get one or do a homepage because it's a good way for exposure (??) . I trusted her anyway.

My blog name is a word that I can nv get the spelling right! NARCISSIST! I can now face it over and over again! Guess this blog will be a goody way to showcase my talent and my love for photography! *AHEM* N it will be good for me to look back at my bad fashion sense in th future to come so as to avoid the diasater!haa.
Thinking too much!

2day finally posted my BÜbbly Dreams:

*the smiley face is to protect my personal details from being revealed..muahhaaaa...

It's non-returnable so I die die also must take picture wearing it. I was already rushing for time but I ended taking about 10++ pics wearing my bÜbbly dreams. That how much I love myself!

*Me with tinge on concealer and my BÜbbly dreams

Running late for beauty sleep. Tml got Samsung's product training! Looking 4ward to it!