Today, we saw a local actress at vivo during lunch time and we were discussing about her. Julian didn't know what we were talking about so he asked us. Then he said, "Who cares about her when we got Pei Li, etc etc". Thou I didn't take it to heart cos' Julian is always like that, but I secretly felt good about myself at that point in time.
Inferiority complex is doing it's work on me again. Sometimes, this song title "Am I not pretty enough" likes to pay it's visit to my mind whenever I feel this way. Other "AM I.." questions come by naturally esp when I starts to make comparison. I'm an insecure person, and what makes things worst is my highly imaginative power. It sucks to feel this way..
I try to feel good about myself, but usually it's back to square one. It's not that I'm unhappy or whatever..but, it's explainable!
Time to be more confident of yourself girl!
And I pray all will be well.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
2007..2008
Another of my bi-monthly updates..
Life's good so far. Been trying to gather some resolutions I aim to achieve in 2008. But firstly, a recollection of how 2007 was for me.
I must say 2007 has been a very fulfilling year, a year that I'll rem for life. My first big-scale pageant, a embarrassing moment watched by so many ppl, first quite crappy tv-ad, dengue fever and lastly, meeting the someone special.
The first half of 2007 was really packed with stuff. From being approach on streets for msu, to speaking on live tv, getting critisim from media and public, strutting ard in bikini and doing bombotic things in front of camera, dishing out dirt on how bias pageants are, had ppl scratching their head on how to pronounce 'Cadenze' this name, how it was critised by 8days. It's endless list. But strangely, I was not approach as frequently on streets nowadays. Not a bad thing either. Talking on that, there's some long overdue photos that I've yet to get from the girls..
Thinking of how fate does it's work to bring us together, always put a smile on my face. And how dengue fever, strange enough, brought us even closer together. hee..
I have limited time to write all that's on my mind down. I guess I'll need a good half day to write all down.
In 2008, I hope to be more thrifty..hmm..i just hope clothes and shoes would not be my greatest temptation. Need to spend my $ more wisely as there is a more important out there to be done! Be more healthy, I need take less sweet stuff, take some supplements. Care more for my family and spend more time to talk to mum. Probably planning to do braces to achieve a brilliant, perfect smile. Got to start learning cooking too *hehe*. Also, have a career change..show me the $$$!
Ooo..it's raining out there so its time to end this post..ARGH, not enough time not enough time!
It's been 7 months, time flies! I hope in 2008, there's more to come, more to look forward to =)
Life's good so far. Been trying to gather some resolutions I aim to achieve in 2008. But firstly, a recollection of how 2007 was for me.
I must say 2007 has been a very fulfilling year, a year that I'll rem for life. My first big-scale pageant, a embarrassing moment watched by so many ppl, first quite crappy tv-ad, dengue fever and lastly, meeting the someone special.
The first half of 2007 was really packed with stuff. From being approach on streets for msu, to speaking on live tv, getting critisim from media and public, strutting ard in bikini and doing bombotic things in front of camera, dishing out dirt on how bias pageants are, had ppl scratching their head on how to pronounce 'Cadenze' this name, how it was critised by 8days. It's endless list. But strangely, I was not approach as frequently on streets nowadays. Not a bad thing either. Talking on that, there's some long overdue photos that I've yet to get from the girls..
Thinking of how fate does it's work to bring us together, always put a smile on my face. And how dengue fever, strange enough, brought us even closer together. hee..
I have limited time to write all that's on my mind down. I guess I'll need a good half day to write all down.
In 2008, I hope to be more thrifty..hmm..i just hope clothes and shoes would not be my greatest temptation. Need to spend my $ more wisely as there is a more important out there to be done! Be more healthy, I need take less sweet stuff, take some supplements. Care more for my family and spend more time to talk to mum. Probably planning to do braces to achieve a brilliant, perfect smile. Got to start learning cooking too *hehe*. Also, have a career change..show me the $$$!
Ooo..it's raining out there so its time to end this post..ARGH, not enough time not enough time!
It's been 7 months, time flies! I hope in 2008, there's more to come, more to look forward to =)
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