Irritated

I'm so sick of my job esp when someone micro-manages you. That's disgusting and irritating.

Never underestimate the power of words

"If things would happen, it would..."

Simple yet powerful. Too powerful for a weak heart..

Take one, two, three

Scene 1:

Childrens' Day Pre-celebration

Take One

Take Two

*Run to the kitchen*

Take Three

*Proceed to digging out the M&M's 'eyes' afterwhich for the fear of tainted milk issue, replaced with the oreo bits* ahem

Scene 2:

While trying to take money out of wallet to pay taxi fare today...


Taxi Uncle: "R u Malay or Chinese"


Me, being to caught up in digging out money was *stunned!* *look up at Uncle*: "Haha, no la, I'm Chinese"


Taxi Uncle: "Ur eyes big big, look like Malay and Chinese. I though U Malay still come to work today"


Me: "haha..no la, Chinese"


Taxi Uncle: "Haha, like Malay, Chinese or Eurasian"


Me: "haha..Chinese la"


Ok, I like the last word that Uncle mentioned in this conversation *grin*



Scene 3:
Bursting into tears while talking to CW at work..


*Maloo*...

There can only be 2 ways to get recognise at work:
- u bullshit at the right time and lick your management from head to toe.
- u r damn hardworking and zai, provided time and space is right


I'm neither one so work so hard for what la......................................................................



Scene 4:
Tay Ping Hui acting...no funny scene..

Me - laughing, giggling throughout the show.
I'm laughing at my own Tay Ping Hui and Phyllis Quek joke. haha..

Photoscape..

Malacca

JB

MacRitche - Trail towards Treetop Walk

The Singapore Flyer

I realize whenever there's opportunities, be it traveling or just out for the day, I tend to take photos of the surrounding scenery, especially those of skys. Ain't it beautiful to see ray of light streaming through the clouds.



I just need my RAY of light always by my side, providing me with endless dose of laughter and TLC. hehe



Time to go make my stationery holder..

A boring Sunday..

My baby's at work now, in fact since morning till tml..

My skin has gotten worst since my last post. The swelthering heat didn't make it better.


Went out today makeup-less to meet lili. Initially plan was to go bedok for Fish Noodle but by the time we reached, the fried-fish was finish. So we made our way on bus 12 to Bugis. It's been awhile since I've worn a mini-skirt and taken long bus ride.

Suppose to go Chinese garden to see lanterns with ch and hf, but the temptation of going home to watch F1 was too overwhelming. Felt bad about it but I needed time to rejuvenate so decided to head home after Bugis. Nothing much to shop...boring

I never knew F1 race could be so exciting. haha. Well, guess it ain't a good race for Ferrari.

I always feel that my life lacks excitement whenever I read about other ppl's blog. Well, I guess I should enjoy and treasure whatever I have, especially my dearest.

I'm in love with a dress from FCUK which I saw from magazine. I adore their stuff, including all 15 pieces or more in my wardrobe. The latest 2 add-ons are tops from him:

The jail-bird top! It's a blue-bird this time round..

My second swiss-dots blouse, in a different style!

Both goes perfectly with my high-waisted skirt/pants/shorts! Hehe

The tainted milk issue has put me off chocs for awhile..So here I come, chips!

Oh, dunno why my tooth hurts. Hope it's not falling off.. Ouch

Next week a short week! yeh.

my BIG plans

1) I'm in the midst of my big plan. Hope everything works out well...
Since I can't find new job so I need to get a-live outside. Hmm, being a tai-tai ain't a bad idea.


2) OMG, my comp is damn slow.


3) I realize I detest people telling me what I should do about stuff which I have done. It totally irks me.


4) Received a surprised call from my-long-forgotten-me-agency aka Mannequin on one fine morning. But I still can't escape the fact that I'm on braces. Can't wait for those metal bits to be off next April, get rid of those BAGS, probably lasik if I can and TADAH, I will make a come back in modeling. perfect dream.


5) Getting a nice, worth-the-money maxi dress is so difficult. in Singapore.

6) Having straight hair makes a whole lot of difference.

7) My hair is longggger by abit already. Finally.

8) Had a great day out with the girls on 5 Sep 08, our friendship day.

9) Sometimes, I find it strange that stuff I wanna do is done in a group instead of A person. It don't take whole lot of effort, right?

Wa lao, such a short post takes up so much time. Can't imagine I have to do it on a weekly basis.
Good night world. I'm in a depressed mood again - health especially.

Our little Getaway,,

Rainy afternoon...

Time checked

Hearing heartbeat of Samui nearing..

A scent of welcome..

Strolling on the beach..

Chaweng Beach..


The Library

Sunbathing..finally

Samui Airport..

Bangkok shopping spree..

All that I need..

Home-coming

The ugly betty who wears Rado

Was it ever a mistake to take up a Science degree? It seems like a totally useless degree for me.

I want new job! I wan a job that pays me well and not a company which gives me full of crappy excuses.

It's been almost a year since I met him! Busy drafting a scrapbook for him.

Some recent updates:

1) I have finally braced up the courage to put on braces! 1/2 Ugly betty in the making

2) I gotten my dream watch, or should I say the dream brand earlier than planned courtesy of him *heeeeee* Who needs Tag Heuer when u have RADO!

3) I have tinted my brows

Was running through the list of skincare pdts I needed and realized, I'm 24 this year! OH MAN..no, it should be Old woMAN! It suddenly hit me I'm hitting mid-twenties. In my heart, I'm still in the 21-22 years old age. Nowadays, putting 4 kind of creams on my face is worth all the trouble. After perfecting my teeth, i'm still looking ugly with those bigger than life eyebags. Sad case, help, someone please help!!

Eyebags are not the main focus when you have a nice top and tiffany earrings. So Spring/Summer!

Ending off with Jordan, who never fails to perk me up after a day of work. He calls it the funny face and the happy face:

Inferiority complex!

Today, we saw a local actress at vivo during lunch time and we were discussing about her. Julian didn't know what we were talking about so he asked us. Then he said, "Who cares about her when we got Pei Li, etc etc". Thou I didn't take it to heart cos' Julian is always like that, but I secretly felt good about myself at that point in time.

Inferiority complex is doing it's work on me again. Sometimes, this song title "Am I not pretty enough" likes to pay it's visit to my mind whenever I feel this way. Other "AM I.." questions come by naturally esp when I starts to make comparison. I'm an insecure person, and what makes things worst is my highly imaginative power. It sucks to feel this way..

I try to feel good about myself, but usually it's back to square one. It's not that I'm unhappy or whatever..but, it's explainable!

Time to be more confident of yourself girl!

And I pray all will be well.

2007..2008

Another of my bi-monthly updates..

Life's good so far. Been trying to gather some resolutions I aim to achieve in 2008. But firstly, a recollection of how 2007 was for me.

I must say 2007 has been a very fulfilling year, a year that I'll rem for life. My first big-scale pageant, a embarrassing moment watched by so many ppl, first quite crappy tv-ad, dengue fever and lastly, meeting the someone special.

The first half of 2007 was really packed with stuff. From being approach on streets for msu, to speaking on live tv, getting critisim from media and public, strutting ard in bikini and doing bombotic things in front of camera, dishing out dirt on how bias pageants are, had ppl scratching their head on how to pronounce 'Cadenze' this name, how it was critised by 8days. It's endless list. But strangely, I was not approach as frequently on streets nowadays. Not a bad thing either. Talking on that, there's some long overdue photos that I've yet to get from the girls..

Thinking of how fate does it's work to bring us together, always put a smile on my face. And how dengue fever, strange enough, brought us even closer together. hee..

I have limited time to write all that's on my mind down. I guess I'll need a good half day to write all down.

In 2008, I hope to be more thrifty..hmm..i just hope clothes and shoes would not be my greatest temptation. Need to spend my $ more wisely as there is a more important out there to be done! Be more healthy, I need take less sweet stuff, take some supplements. Care more for my family and spend more time to talk to mum. Probably planning to do braces to achieve a brilliant, perfect smile. Got to start learning cooking too *hehe*. Also, have a career change..show me the $$$!

Ooo..it's raining out there so its time to end this post..ARGH, not enough time not enough time!

It's been 7 months, time flies! I hope in 2008, there's more to come, more to look forward to =)